2/30 - Are we getting real?

Holla again, yaya here!

Day 2 of 30,

I already informed by Mr X yang dia will go to Johor this evening. So I waited him to at least cakap lah yang dia nak gerak gi Johor dah, so nampak lah macam I ni function sikit kan? Eheks.

Tapi dia takde pun cakap, so I sebenarnya bengang tapi I have no right isnt it? So I set on my mind, I taknak layan dia untuk these two days, because sebenarnya nak dia tahu apa rasanya aku hilang dari hidup dia for a while. Tapi dalam fikiran I dah fikir dah nak bagi alasan yang I taknak kacau dia buat kerja.

So I dah settle solat awal-awal and ready to go to bed. Around 10 o clock macam tu whatsapp dari Mr X masuk!. Punyalah I excited, ingat lagi kat I rupanya.eheks!

So I pun mulakan plan I, I tak balas pun mesej dia. Mulanya ingat nak ignore macam tu je, tapi I fikir I nak dia tahu I taknak layan dia. Kemon girls, perempuan memang macam ni kan? Baik ngaku cepat.haha

So I buka je whatsapp dia tu, tapi I tak balas, So dia noticed lah last seen I sentiasa latest, tapi kenapa tak reply mesej dia. Then dia mesej lagi, I buka lagi. Dah lama tu dia hantar mesej lagi tanya, ada apa-apa yang tak kena ke? HAHAHAHA. He noticed me!

So I macam kesian, I pun reply bagi alasan yang I dah rancang tadi. Dia punya lega tu, only Allah knows.

Then we just whatsapp as usual, he asked me whether I chat another guys recently except him. Of course not. Eh serabut lah nak layan ramai ramai lelaki. Yang ni pun dah buat I sakit jiwa dan raga.

Alright thats all for today guys! I just hoping he didnt have intention to come to Muar to meet me because Im not ready yet!


Im so nervous, I hope whatever happen after this, my heart willing to redha.

Until next post! Daaaa

xoxo
Yaya


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