First step ahead

Holla, this is my first time write at this blog. Of course i will not expose this blog to public. 

So basically my name is yaya, someone at 27 years old which currently struggle with my own life yang very though. And of course the marriage issues will be a big problem kan at this stage of age?

So this blog i will write my journey in process hunting for my mr right.

Actually i macam dah tak fikir sangat tau pasal all this kind of jodoh related. Sebab i fikir macam oh hello this life banyak lagi benda nak kena fikir berbanding this issues yang tak akan berkesudahan. Plus, you are perempuan. Tak kan nak perigi cari timba pulak kan. Oh hell no!

So until one day my i go to raya with my friend which my ex collegues. And she said maybe in around this year she will be married! I macam whut?? Nak kahwin? Since when pulak dia ni reti bercinta dan dan je nak kahwin.

Then dia cakap lah yang dia kenal this guys through one website untuk cari jodoh. Honestly before this i pernah je join this kind of website, but i think this way is not effective for us. Ye lah cari jodoh through online kot. Of course lah banyakkkk risikonya. And i will not face of this risk. I will not put my jodoh issues at risk. Nak cari biar yang kenal. Nak cari biar yang dah tahu luar dalam.

Tu pendapat i before this lah, tapi bila orang yang i kenal pun dump I. I macam frust giler lah. Dah orang sekeliling kita pun tak nak kita. Siapa lagi yang boleh kita harapkan kan?


So after i meet with my friend tu, balik tu i macam terfikir, WHY NOT? So i pun terus buka this website and register my account there. Yassh settle.

And then i go through all the profile of all calon. Ok at this website, if you want to contact with someone, you have to upgrade your account to premium tau. So at first i macam, tak payah lah nak upgrade, ni suka suka je.

But then bila lelaki mula tegur i dekat message, and i cant open that message i macam frust giler tau. So i decided to upgrade my account. At there a few person  that contacted me. And i just reply warmly.

A few people who approach me and asked my phone number for whatsapp purpose. I think i gave my phone number to 3-4 person. The first one from Sabah, this one i rejected because the bahasa sangat lah pening i nak faham. Then i think like sabah kottt, jauhnya nak balik kampung.

And then the second person, from wilayah maybe. But this person i rejected him because i cannot see comitment from him. Reply my text pon macam tak beria. Eh hello, you yang mintak nombor i so i supposedly handle the conversation.

Then the third person we messages at the website, boleh tahan lama juga lah. Until we think we can go, then he asked my phone number. But until now he doesnt contact me.HAHAH.

Then the fourth person this one person that  I will call him as Mr X. So this Mr X, at first approached me, he already tell me he full name. And asked my phone number. And then we started whatsapp each other. At first something misunderstanding happen because i thought he is married man so i just layan dia macam nak taknak je. Kononnya nak kantoikan dia lah.

But time by time, cara dia cerita cara dia whatsapp macam dia orang lain. Bukan orang yang i ingat dah kahwin tu. And im started to respect himself, i think this kind of guy can enter in my life. 

Then after two days macam tu i whatsapp dengan dia, I rasa i need to settle down cepat cepat, tak suka lah dok whatsapp je macam takde hala. So i asked him a few question. And we agreed to only have 1 month to taaruf with each other. If after 1 month i find i cannot go with him, or sebaliknya. We will move on. Thats the deal.


So yeah, today is only 2 days since that deal. But i feel so soooooooo scary because i think i started to like him. I just hoping the best for me and myself. Only Allah can guide me.


So yeah, i will write more in next post of this progress. May Allah easiest our way.


xoxo
Yaya

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